Deep Sleep

Endless dream within the sea of snow

Caged in ice of the eternal sorrow

Frozen time as the pendulum swing

Nothing more for the darken wing

Monday 21 December 2009

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- Love and Hate -

Bitter sweet pain

Love juices flowing from the damned lips

Embracing the darkness

Feeling the dull love that remain

Love isn’t an option

Hate isn’t an option

What heart needs no one could ever know

What a bitter sweet pain

09.51 pm 04 December 2009

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No Title

Red, everywhere is red

Hot, every time is hot

Dull, dark, wonder

Me, myself, I

Eternal storm

Eternal winter

Crying out loud

Calling out nobody

Is it true?

Is it real?

Destiny what a fate

Faked tale indeed fake

00.05 am 24 November 2009

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Blind girl

A blind girl walking on a narrow road

Holding nothing but her skirt

A blind girl walking alone that night

Darkness is darkness so be it

A blind girl sitting alone on the beach

Feel the sun yet couldn’t see the light

A blind girl walking to the sea

She is ready to drown herself

12.30 am 21 October 2009

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Fuego De Dios

The love of the men

Rise, up to the heaven above

The kingdom there

Silently, yet eager

Oh, holy

Holy the name

Yell until the world know

Feel the joy of the love

Flame of the spirit

Sent to guide

Hold the hands

Walk in this world

Reunite in the holy presence

06.47 pm 07 October 2009

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A Bless

The sound of wavering tears

Tearing apart the inner part of joy

Joy is our bless from the Lord

Lord is our only hope to survive

Land of men screaming

Yelling calling for help

Nevertheless there’s no pure hearted

Hearts of men are dirty

Live as a witness of doomsday

Live as one of the chosen

I am more than blessed

I am loved more than I ask for

10.29 pm Friday 2 October 2009

Scream

I don’t need the heaven nor do I need the hell.

I don’t need the God nor do I need the devil.

I don’t need a love nor do I need the hate.

My fear belongs to my heart

Doomsday so be it there’s no faith in me

 

12.26 am 19 September 2009

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Memoirs

I was in love with you boys

My cute darlings that fill my empty heart

You are gone and lead me into a new life

I wonder if I should regret or thankful

My old loves, my dear memories

You are sweet yet painful

I was happy I was angry

It’s a miracle I still sane then

We have kissed we have loved

I wonder if there’s no trace of our love

I was dreaming in such oasis

I realize there’s nothing left in my heart

My heart have been crushed

My soul has been broken

New leaf for a new start

I thank God for my dearest now

02.21 pm 11 June 2009

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Shattered

Deep down that cliff

Lays a broken heart of a friend

Fall into deep darkness

A price paid for the kindness

The heart has no tears

Such cold being stands there alone

Carefully observe the best

Yet nobody would praise it

Ah…sadness, what a boring word

A clown crying in his heart

Embarrassed to amuse people

Wonder why he does that…

Life oh life

I am laughing out lout

Tears bursting out fast

Oh, Lord…my Lord…please help me

My mourn never ends

I have no more sadness but agony

01.28 pm 05 August 2009

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Nothing

There’s nothing to lose

‘cuz we have nothing in the beginning

There’s nothing to hold

‘cuz we have nothing in the beginning

Nothing for eternity

Nothing in this life

And it’s all nothing to care for

Every thing is nothing

I am nothing

You are nothing

He is nothing

She is nothing

They are nothing

We are nothing

06.38 pm 28 May 2009

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Side

A lake that deeper than the sea

A lake that colder than the snow

Full of life and full of death

It’s a nature to be cruel sometimes

Water for many lives

Water for destruction

A kind one is a cruel one

It’s better to having an enemy for life

There’s love so there’s hatred

A man could kill his lover for sure

Ah…irony…irony…what an irony

02.50 pm 28 May 2009

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Night

Dawn,

Heavy and tiring

Morning,

Tiring and boring

Noon,

Boring and confusing

When will the night come?

Lively town out here will awake soon

Midnight town is our dearest home

Hell with sun I wish you’re dead

The darkness is my only sanctuary

12.37 pm 26 May 2009

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It is an Illusion

It is an illusion

Such delusion to confuse my mind

But you were there,

You were there by my side

I’ve no regret to knowing you

Since I love you so much I could forget my pain

But it’s a lie

It’s a lie

You’ve tortured my heart,

You’ve fill me with sorrow

I am sinned because I love you

I am guilty for being your humble lover

Our sweet memories are just too much

Even when you’ve gone you keep on torturing me

My tears aren’t enough to ease my agony

My scream isn’t a way to help my pain

Every night without you just feels like hell

Without you in my arm I feel like a psycho

It’s an illusion

Such delusion to confuse my mind

But you were there,

You were there by my side

18 May 2009 03.55 am

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Broken

I am a princess in this broken castle

I am a queen in my hollow realm

I lost whole my belief before the ordeals

I stand up alone in this deserted palace

Tears mean nothing

Cries mean nothing

Whines mean nothing

I stand alone in this deserted palace

I am a joker to everybody

I am a clown at the cheap park

I sing many insults

I lost whole my confidence before the ordeals

Nightmare every night

Fear on the bed every night

Loneliness devours giving the creeps

I stand alone in this deserted palace

Running running running

Running away from the ordeals

Running away to get up

Hiding before the giant of humiliation

I am a princess in this broken castle

I am a queen in my hollow realm

I lost whole my belief before the ordeals

Sad, pathetic, indeed I am

26 April 2009 01.18 pm

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Requiem of Deathly Subject

How sad, how torturing
My brain couldn’t handle it all
I’m gonna explode, I’m gonna die
I am withering, I am desperate
You alien, how dare you to sneak in!
I couldn’t see why you are here
Oh, phonology…I curse you!
I curse you with all my soul
Is it my destiny to meet such death?
Before you the high and mighty subject?
Why…why are you so sucks!
why are you so irritating to me!
You use the tribal language and you force me
Force me to understand your alien words!

20 April 2009 06.54 pm
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Curse!!

Low life, you aren’t deserve to be granted

To be praised among the mortals,

Such trash to live on this suffering earth

I’m full of your babbling,

Enough of your whining

I hate your stupid talk

I hate your nasty excuses

Die and just go to hell

Never return to this dying earth

20 April 2009 07.58 pm

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Hidden Anger

From the corner of lonely heart

The crying child holds the grudge herself

Hatred eating the pure heart slowly

Kindness vanished without a trace

Love your kind soul and friendship you offer

I despise you as my rival of life

Oh, what a snake…a sly one

I’ll remember you

Hollow shell of mind crumbling

Withering away the beauty of Camellia

The devils are coming, return to my empty heart

Slowly turning me into a beast

Love is illusion; mess up my mind with stupid dreams

Hoping for loved one that never appears

Crying silently ‘cause of the pain of heart

I’ll destroy this dirty world, I’ll ruin every thing

17 April 2009 03.55 pm

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Duck

A duck stays in that cold pool

Slowly but sure it’s going to die

Freezing ‘cause of loneliness

Mourning ‘cause of sorrow

In foreign land it stays

Struggle for its belief

Quack…quack…it cries

17 April 2009 04.00 pm

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My Sorrow

Shining star that kills every one bellow it

I’m the only one that survive

Standing still in this lonely desert

Hoping there’s someone alive yet it’s a waste

Longing for a touch

Longing for a hug

Longing for a kiss

Longing for a love

Cold night freezing my skin

Pouring rain without any warn

Tears flowing along with the rain

Smile of sadness is the my mask

Waiting for someone

Waiting for illusion

Cursing my lone life

Cursing this whole world

01.02 am 13 April 13, 2009

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Insane

Sublime winter that falls every night

Every chaos that came upon me

I want to run but I couldn’t do

Oh such misery for my fragile being

I want to jump in a deep dark hole

Escape and leave for eternity

I want to sleep the whole era

Of this nasty world that I despite

Wishing this world to be ruined, oh

If I could I would destroy it

Such ruined pitiful being called human

My anger towards them is pure madness

22 March 2009 11.29 pm

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Rage

Torn into pieces, thrust into our rage

Heavy rain never ends, indeed never ends

Rotten camellia bows till the edge

The slut wants to cover her madness

Anywhere over the rainbows

Down to the hills

Flowing till the deep ocean

Then reach the burning hell

Burning hell of my heart

10 March 2009 04.48 pm

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