Memoirs

I was in love with you boys

My cute darlings that fill my empty heart

You are gone and lead me into a new life

I wonder if I should regret or thankful

My old loves, my dear memories

You are sweet yet painful

I was happy I was angry

It’s a miracle I still sane then

We have kissed we have loved

I wonder if there’s no trace of our love

I was dreaming in such oasis

I realize there’s nothing left in my heart

My heart have been crushed

My soul has been broken

New leaf for a new start

I thank God for my dearest now

02.21 pm 11 June 2009

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Shattered

Deep down that cliff

Lays a broken heart of a friend

Fall into deep darkness

A price paid for the kindness

The heart has no tears

Such cold being stands there alone

Carefully observe the best

Yet nobody would praise it

Ah…sadness, what a boring word

A clown crying in his heart

Embarrassed to amuse people

Wonder why he does that…

Life oh life

I am laughing out lout

Tears bursting out fast

Oh, Lord…my Lord…please help me

My mourn never ends

I have no more sadness but agony

01.28 pm 05 August 2009

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