My Christmas

Silent night, holy night

All alone in this tiny space

Praying time, joy to the night

All alone in this quiet place

Alone but not lonely

Alone but feeling easy

Alone thinking about this day

Alone feeling grateful for this day

What is the meaning of Christmas

What is the meaning of the prayers

No one listen, no one answer

This is just another calm day in my life

25 December 2008 11.58 pm

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Abandoned Beloved

Winter is yelling, killing every being
Pity creature have no place to run
Scream all you like, the God won't hear you
Scream all you like, the Lord won't help you

A hope that shouldn't be there
A hope that came into false time
A hope that is not from Pandora
A hope that is a curse

Wishing is a vain, no one would save you
Begging is a waste, executor already there
Running is meaningless, there's no sanctuary
Sleep, and angels will sing for you in heaven

19 December 2008 1.13 pm
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Loveless

Love, but a pain
Live, but a burden
Tears, for a future
Regret, for a past

Wish to meet again
Wish to find the time
Agony for resolve
Embarrassment for a life

Want to love but a sin
Want to live but unwanted
Want to scream but no help
Innocence is the sin

18 December 2008 07.49 am
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Pity on you!

Pity on you, if you think you need to be pitied

Stupid you if you think no one could hold a grudge on you

You say you are beautiful but who knows what's in your heart

You take pride in yourself yet you are just an embarrassment

Open your tiny mind and see what's happening

There are many people suffering

Bigger problem than your stupid problem that caused by your idiotic pride

It is just amusing to watch your struggle

And you could make yourself happy by redeeming

But you just won’t do it

Simple reason caused by your stupid pride again

Pity on you

13 December 2008 12.37 am
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Hell Subject

Twinkle-twinkle little grade
Oh how I wonder why you so dim
Our hell king is just so cool
Yet the hell subject is damn irritating

Mourning is useless, regret is a waste
Alas, the ridiculous trial already passed
The next torture is waiting for its prey
Learning is the only way to survive

Oh phonemes, oh syntax
How I hate you so, I wish you could be gentler
Dear morphology, oh lexical
I really grateful that you are exist among the devil

10 December 2008 04.58 pm
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Will

Cold sea wavering gently

Even the sun is hiding behind the cloud

Drizzle flowing happily

The human sitting calmly under the tree

Today is the lovely time

For us to make a move forward

Loving each other until the death comes

Stop your crying and face the storm

Lord will be there for you

Angels will protect you

Speak it out loud,

Say that you want to be free

10 December 2008 18.42 pm

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Love to Death

Sparkle drops from heaven
Calm the land of chaos
The prince on a black horse
Return to bring misery upon me

It is sad, yet it is pleasant
My glass heart,
Tortured and ruined, yet healed at the same time
I am crying but I am smiling

Love is enchanting
But hatred is powerful
Peace is enjoyment
But war is a chance

There he is, the Death of mine
My dear Death, my love for him is eternal sadness
Untold agony crawling deep inside me
Alas,
Without the pain of love, I'm just a living corpse

4 December 2008 08.20 a.m
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A stanza

Wish upon a falling star, at a cold night on that hill
Glittering ice on the shrubs, indistinct voice of fallen leaves
Mesmerizing moon stand majestically, embrace the night sky gently
Enchanting singing of the sirens torn those miserable heart
The night sky is crying, mourning for those sinners
Enchanting night isn’t it
How I wish the night would last forever
To be here without you is a sorrow
Yet this pain felt so pleasant

26 November 2008 12.16 AM
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Homesick

I’m missing my home

I’m missing my family there

Wonder how they are doing at home

But my pride just won’t let me return there

I wish to hear mommy’s voice

I want my dad root for me

I need my brother’s advice

I love my sister to listen to me

Counting each day every time

Since the day I left the home

I’ve got no idea what will happen to me

And I don’t want to return there before I succeed here

24 November 2008 12.23 AM

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Irony

Never ending winter,

Storm that breaking the day

Chaos that won’t disappear

Calm land that has been ruined

Crying clown telling a joke

Stupid peasant wanting to teaching

Sad story is it, yet we are laughing

Good tale indeed, but it is a crap

My home once rich, now is poor

My right was there, now is gone

Sneaky thieves take our treasure

Stupid us for letting them away

What’s left behind just a waste

Our precious already gone

Who are the thieves, I just knew it

23 November 2008 09.01 AM

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Night

Silent, but the wind whispering

Dim streetlights along the way

Riding carefully enjoying the quiet night

Feeling the cold wind that blowing calmly

The moon smiling up the sky

The stars dancing gracefully behind the cloud

Falling leaves singing quietly

Sitting enjoying the view that God gives

23 November 2008 02.07 AM

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I love you

I love you

I can’t let you go

I miss you even now

Forgive me

Forgive my ignorance

Forgive my feeling to you

We’ve walk together this far

And yet I always hurt your heart

I’ve done nothing but hurting you

I can’t let you go

Forgive my feeling to you

But I’m just a fool that loving you so much

I love you

Forgive my ignorance

I know I’m just a pain for you but please, love me

I miss you even now

Forgive me dear, I’m really sorry

For hurting you all the time and couldn’t do anything for you

Love me, as much I love you

Hurt me, as much I hurt you

I want to be yours, and I want you to be mine

21 November 2008 11.27 PM

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Prisoner of Love

More than words are needed to calm the winter

To remove the storm from the deep sea

Even the Sun would leave the Moon alone

Even the King would go for others concubine

Wonder,

If you’ll loving me each day

If you’ll stay here forever

If you’ll let me embrace you forever

I love you but I hate you

I want you but I run from you

I am insane, I am a fool

I am prisoner of love

More than words are needed to calm the winter

To remove the storm from the deep sea

Even the Sun would leave the Moon alone

Even the King would go for others concubine

21 November 2008 05.55 PM

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Agony

I am alive yet I’m feeling dead

Wonder if there’s any of God’s grace left in my blank heart

Wonder if there’s any love left for me

Human are stupid

And indeed I am stupid for running

Running from a love that offered to me

But I am such a dirty slut

That don’t deserves such love

But why are they saying that I still have a chance?

Is it a lie? Or is it true?

I am a player, that playing my own life

My ignorance proven to hurt me

My sanity of life proven to fool me

And yet,

I saw many people that happy

They happy for their life, their richness, their love

I envy them,

I cursed myself for being such a fool

I cursed my life and my existence

21 November 2008 01.03 AM

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