My Sin

O Lord!

My yelling never reached your ears

My pain never seen by your eyes

Is this destined since my birth?

Is this design for my tortured being?

Vanished, I never want this love

Lord, O Lord!

Once I did love YOU and giving my life

But now I’m cursed by this feeling

I am guilty for being an idiot

I love him more than I love YOU

I need him more than I need YOU

This is my sin

This is my love

I am sinned for loving somebody

Oh curse me, chain me!

Let the despair crawling

Let the shame nailed

Forgive my grave but me

13 February 2009 10.37 pm

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