Twisted

Chop, chop, chop

I slice, I chop, I laugh

Breaking the bone into pieces

Chop, chop, chop

I am a sinner, I am a saint

I killing people, I helping people

It is no irony, I am twisted

Chop, chop, chop

wiT``

06.55 pm 20 December 2010

Let it out

Untold paint pictured a love

Unsolved determination vanished

A sleeping child silently choked

A wandering poet silently dies

Dark is the dreamed life

Wavering the time into life

A subject without verb is a mere tool

A human without heart is a mere soul

Breathing without the air

Breaking without mercy

A human is a doll,

God’s playing tool

wiT``

06. 53 pm 20 December 2010

Broken Human

Closed eyes calling the darkness

Closed ears hearing nothing but the beat

Desperate call, desperate effort

Reaching for nothing and emptiness

Singing without joy, loving without love

Missing a piece of my heart

wiT``

02.03 pm 20 December 2010

Endless tears

Flowing water from the frozen heart

Breaking apart eaten by the time

Each day struggle fighting the distance

Burning desire destroyed by the heat

Endless rain heavy storm

Blowing wind never sleep

Falling deeper and deeper

Welcome to the abyss

The sky won’t tell a tale

The sea won’t whisper a story

Perfect time to be swayed

Perfect time to be death

wiT’’

10.39 pm 07 December 2011

Solitude

Day by day I let my soul sucked away

Solitude in darkness is all I cling for

Let me doomed for I am such a trash

Have no right to cry nor to laugh

Empty shell, yes I am

Living doll indeed I am

Without love without hatred

Oh this world broke my mind

Falling deeper into the hell

Sink deeper into the darkness realm

Becoming numb to save the soul

I reject the salvation without doubt

Just hate me and let me vanished

Despise me, torture me for I am unwanted

Ruin me, just destroy me for I am hated

Just hate me and let me vanished

Empty shell, yes I am

Living doll indeed I am

Without love without hatred

Oh this world broke my mind

wiT''

12.57 pm Thursday 02 December 2010

Nightmare

Swallowing the snake alive

It’s crawling inside me

Walking around my vein

Eating my heart whole

In my sleep it will dance

Torturing my soul in my deepest dream

Every day every night I’m in terror

Oh hell, just let me die

wiT``

08.47 am 27 October 2010

Shut up!

Shut up!

In this tiny hole I live

Forever all on my own

In this freakin world I stay

Forever lying with a smile

I’m in a deep shit indeed I am

For hating so much shit

Shut up, shut up, shut up!

Shut up, shut up, shut up!

SHUT UP!

wiT``

05.39 p.m, 22 October 2010

Worried

It is a nasty storm

Tidal wave occurs every second

The sky is gloom, there’s no trace of sunlight

Shivering caused of coldness,

Pretend to be strong yet crumbled

It is a nasty time

Indeed a heart wrenching time

06.47, 05 July 5, 2010

wiT``

Life above Love

Light is not salvation without any mercy
Breaking the heart into pieces
Torturing it again and again
Overflowing tears every day and night
Destroying the stoic heart
Force it into the reality
There’s life above love

wiT``
11.40 pm 30 June 2010

Enigma

I lay and stay in the darkness

I wish and hope for a faint savior

I lay and sleep, hiding under my blanket

I wish and hope there will be and end to this

Close my eyes and force myself into a deep sleep

I want to escape from this thorny prison

Endless pain, what am I suppose to do

Dripping tears for every single blood I dropped

Will it satisfying to slash and cut?

I’m no idiot yet it seems pleasant to hurt

I’m going nuts indeed, I am already insane

Some urge to slit my veins running around my head

Breathing heavily, let it go

No reason to bully myself

Yet

I’m still in this iron maiden

WiT``

05 June 5, 2010 01.48 pm

Bitter Serenade

It’s a raining day

A prelude for a frozen heart

Stoic as it sees the world before

Care yet don’t care

All alone in this emptiness

Nothing to loose nothing to gain

Nevertheless it is an illusion

Such life for a mess

This lip will utter no praise

For the bearer always bitter

There is no end for the torture

Bitter soul bitter life

Wit``

03.19 pm Friday 16^th April 16, 2010

Flawless time

Flawless time, every soul manage to walk toward the age

Chained by such ego a single soul frozen in her time

The past is a history yet it is a heaven for the poor soul

Withering without even realize what lies ahead

Ashamed, lonely, there’s nothing for this broken being

Agony that couldn’t be yelled, a pain that couldn’t be endured

This world is beautiful yet scary for the lone soul

It is a tragedy but it is true

I am left behind

wiT``

03.12 pm Thursday 13 May 2010

. . .

Such word, the most beautiful word

Love

Loving you, my dearest of all

Longing for you, my beloved dear

My dearest, my love, my soul

The kiss, the embrace, such memories

Mw dearest, my only love, you are my everything

02.00 pm 23 February 2010

wiT``

Pain

Ah…what a pain

Death rose stand alive in the snow

There’s neither sweet honey nor elegance

Such nuisance to the garden

Such hardship to endure

Why is it still alive?

Why?

Why?

Why?

Overflowing tears of pain

Overflowing blood of lust

No pain no gain

Yet there’s pain nothing to gain

Broken angel broken heart

Shattered feeling shattered love

Tired, tired, tired

Enough of it, enough of this!!

00.47 am Saturday 18 February 2010

A queen

Annoying ballads of a wanderer

Tasting the bitter pain of a truth

There the queen stands alone

Full of grief yet enjoying the pleasant love

Ah…are you really that lonely?

Forever embrace the water spirit,

Forever embrace the coldness of the love

Yet the lonely eyes never shed a tear

12 February 2010 03.57 am

wiT``