Enigma

I lay and stay in the darkness

I wish and hope for a faint savior

I lay and sleep, hiding under my blanket

I wish and hope there will be and end to this

Close my eyes and force myself into a deep sleep

I want to escape from this thorny prison

Endless pain, what am I suppose to do

Dripping tears for every single blood I dropped

Will it satisfying to slash and cut?

I’m no idiot yet it seems pleasant to hurt

I’m going nuts indeed, I am already insane

Some urge to slit my veins running around my head

Breathing heavily, let it go

No reason to bully myself

Yet

I’m still in this iron maiden

WiT``

05 June 5, 2010 01.48 pm