Worried

It is a nasty storm

Tidal wave occurs every second

The sky is gloom, there’s no trace of sunlight

Shivering caused of coldness,

Pretend to be strong yet crumbled

It is a nasty time

Indeed a heart wrenching time

06.47, 05 July 5, 2010

wiT``

Life above Love

Light is not salvation without any mercy
Breaking the heart into pieces
Torturing it again and again
Overflowing tears every day and night
Destroying the stoic heart
Force it into the reality
There’s life above love

wiT``
11.40 pm 30 June 2010

Enigma

I lay and stay in the darkness

I wish and hope for a faint savior

I lay and sleep, hiding under my blanket

I wish and hope there will be and end to this

Close my eyes and force myself into a deep sleep

I want to escape from this thorny prison

Endless pain, what am I suppose to do

Dripping tears for every single blood I dropped

Will it satisfying to slash and cut?

I’m no idiot yet it seems pleasant to hurt

I’m going nuts indeed, I am already insane

Some urge to slit my veins running around my head

Breathing heavily, let it go

No reason to bully myself

Yet

I’m still in this iron maiden

WiT``

05 June 5, 2010 01.48 pm

Bitter Serenade

It’s a raining day

A prelude for a frozen heart

Stoic as it sees the world before

Care yet don’t care

All alone in this emptiness

Nothing to loose nothing to gain

Nevertheless it is an illusion

Such life for a mess

This lip will utter no praise

For the bearer always bitter

There is no end for the torture

Bitter soul bitter life

Wit``

03.19 pm Friday 16^th April 16, 2010

Flawless time

Flawless time, every soul manage to walk toward the age

Chained by such ego a single soul frozen in her time

The past is a history yet it is a heaven for the poor soul

Withering without even realize what lies ahead

Ashamed, lonely, there’s nothing for this broken being

Agony that couldn’t be yelled, a pain that couldn’t be endured

This world is beautiful yet scary for the lone soul

It is a tragedy but it is true

I am left behind

wiT``

03.12 pm Thursday 13 May 2010